Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Thinking of you

I woke up this morning thinking of you
And i wondered if you were thinking of me to...

I sat up and thought about our last goodbye
and all i could do was sit there and cry

It's hard to let you go when i know what we could be
I just have to wait until the day that you will finally see

Maybe someday you'll realize how much i care for you
and maybe you'll realize that you care for me to

But until we meet what could be fate,
i'll just sit here thinking of you and wait.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Love Lasts Forever. . .

Love is an experience I've yet to discover
Love is when you share what you have with your lover
Love is something I can't even describe
Love is something similar to a vibe

Love is knowing they'll be there for you
Love is little bits of heaven, too
Love is what you feel in your heart
Love will never drift you apart

However, love can be deceiving
This I know for sure
Love isn't when I see you leaving
Heading straight for her

Love is something marvelous
Love is something pure
Love is something glorious
Love is opening that big door

Love isn't when you say "It's over"
Love isn't when you lie to my face
Love is as beautiful as a clover
Love is something wrapped in lace

Love is when he brings you a rose
Love is watching him purpose
Love is when your heart shows
Love is when the love grows

Love is something that I crave
Love is when you try to act brave
Love is the most amazing feeling
Love is when you look down at him kneeling

Love is when he tells you what's true
Love is when he says "I love you"
Love is putting on that perfect glass shoe
Love is saying "I do"

Love is waiting for your girl
Love is as white as a pearl
Love is something stronger than ever
Love is something that lasts forever

BUT MOST OF ALL...

Love is for eternity
Love never ends
Love is the golden key
Love is making friends

Love is what you feel
When you're around that special someone
Love lasts forever–
And baby, we've just begun.

Sunday, September 26, 2010

It all started
with just one innocent kiss
how could we have known
it would have grown into this

Summer nights we spent
in each others arms
making promises of our love
to keep each other safe from harm

And to think it all started
with that one little kiss
when time stood still
consumed by pure bliss
Over time
my feelings for you grew
and deep inside
you loved me too

Its weird to think
about what one kiss can do
change your life
and everyone else's too

Just one kiss
is all it takes
it can be amazing
or it might be a mistake

But without that one
special kiss
a part of your life



you would greatly miss.

Eventhough he is not belong to me anymore,
I want to have him all to myself.
Although I know its wrong to feel this way.... I cant help this feeling that I feel everyday!
The MORE and MORE I try yo fight it...... the MORE and MORE I have to HIDE it!
Eventhough he is not mine, the thought of him is just fine.
I wish I knew exactly how he feels about me, then I would know what will be.
The ONE I want... I CAN NOT HAVE!
The ONE I choose...I won't even have a chance to LOSE!!!

addicted to a kiss
that never blessed my lips
addicted to a touch
that never caressed my skin

addicted to a look
that never met my eyes
Addicted to a warmth
that never wrapped my body

addicted to his voice
his laugh so sweet
addicted to his soul
his heart on his sleeve

addicted to him
when I don't hear him daily
I feel like in withdrawal
need to hear him say I do, I care for you baby...

BEING AWAY FROM YOU




It is hard for me to be away from you’
I know it also affects you, sometimes makes you blue.
The distance and the world that keeps us far apart,
Challenges our inner strengths that together binds our hearts.
What is also most important, our love and devotion
To each other binds us o’re the ocean.
True love has no boundaries, it is so wild and free;
It floats softly between us, touches us so gently.
As this love is strong, genuine and capable,
It will always be indestructible.

When we're apart you're all I think of, I don't think there could ever be enough words in this world that could really capture how I truly feel about you. I love you so much, I just don't know how I could ever explain it. I think of you with every walking moment of my life, and dream of you with every dream that I have, you're the sun in my day, the wind in my sky, the waves in my ocean, and the beat in my heart, I miss you so much. I'm waiting and hoping and wishing for the time, when we can be together again. I'm sorry that, I can't be there with you, when you need me, I realy feelbad, I can't live without you, I love you alot, you're the one without whom I could not be complete. you may not be here with me, but thoughts of you are always in my heart. missing you is the hardest part of
my days, I love you with all my heart, but I didn't know, true love hurts so hard, every single second I wanna be with you, I know I'll always love you, for there is only one love to me, that's you, so, I'll never give up, and I'll be there for rest of my life to hold you tight, and never let you go, I promise. there is nothing I want more than to be with you.
My love you consume my mind, you invade my thoughts, you're the ruler of my dream world, a intense power you have over me, which give me strength, hope, and new meaning. you're my sun, my moon, my eveningstar, my love, my destiny. you're the one, only one my Love and I'm belong to you. and I'm yours and ond only yours. without you my vision is clouded by tears in my eyes. sometimes I wish I could dream forever, then that way we'll always be together.

I feel you in the morning
When at first I awake
Your thought is with me
With each decision I make

You'd been around forever
Since the first breath I took
Now I have to go on alone
But for love, I need not look

Cause by what you bestowed
In our short time together
Will last in my heart
Forever and ever

Although you've left
And now walk above
I'm never alone
I'm wrapped in your love

Enjoy now your long waited reward
Feel peace that your love continues on
What was taught to me, will be taught to mine
Cause you live on in me even after you've gone.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

“Somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue, and the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true”

There's a sea between us, and I wish that it weren't true
For every day when I awake, I yearn to be with you,
There are many miles between us, though you're always in my heart
And everynight I pray for the day we'll neverpart.
We choose to stay together even though we're far apart
Joined by the strong tether Of the longings of the heart,
We could not face the pain That giving up would bring
And sowe must sustain Our love despite our suffering;
Though rivers run as swift as deer And mountains turn to dust
I'll wait as year gives way to year because I simply must.
Dreams do come true, but only when They make it through despair
Limping into everyday Transformed beyond repair,
No dream would be a dream if it Could pass for something real
For the lover's paradise nor we would sail;
So, it is with love: the dream Long longed for
Now possessed, Must be a dream no longer,
And we must love, love as it is that dreams might still come true,
Mangled into miracles To make our lives a new.


Close your eyes and feel the breeze, I am there Surrounding you with loving grace, Warming your body with my embrace, So, let's dream together and make it last.. We can take it slow or take it fast. Because the only thing I want is you, I will hold you tight and never let you go. Cause, we know in our own passionate world, in our paradise island, in our heart everything is okay.. even though many miles are trying to keep us apart. Maybe someday we could be more than this to have and to hold instead of only to missing each other. But I'll never give up, no matter how hopeless it seems and until that day comes, I'll meet you in my dreams Now and Forever.....

Sunday, September 5, 2010

I Just Want To Tell You..

You make me feel special... The love that radiates from your voice makes me feel loved every single day. It is you, and only you, I truly want. The beat of my heart recognizes your voice. It beats and aches to see you. but I know I just have to wait... And when the time comes... I wish to rush into your arms. To feel the warmth of you... To see the love radiating out of your eyes,To see your face ... looking into mine and to feel the love that radiates from both our hearts. At long last... I am with you... and my heart simply beats again.

Some people I've heard do nothing but cry
They gave away their hearts and now its good-bye,
I'm not going to end up living as my heart longs to die.
So I'm holding on to my heart, oh so tight
I'm not going to let anyone make me give up this fight;

I'm holding on to my future and my past
I'm holding on to every emotion, and I'm holding on fast.
I'm not going to take any body's hand
I am strong, I trust everyone can understand,
But little did I know what I was about to do
I found myself in your arms, and right then I knew,
I'd be giving everything away to you.

I gave you more then my heart can't you see?
I gave you more then just me
I gave you my future, I gave you my past
I know for sure that we're going to last.
I gave you every emotion this body could render
Baby, I'm yours never to surrender,

No ones going to steal me away
I'm your today and forever that's how it will stay;
Yet why do I feel you aren't holding me so tight?
Forever we will be and you love me right?
Am I crazy to think everything is going alright?

Oh please don't erase my heart, it is you I choose
Please don't step all over me cause this fight I will lose,
Please don't tear up my future, don't tear up my past
Every emotion will be unraveled so fast
It was you I gave my all to
And each day my love for you only grew,
You are my future, you made my past
I'm watching over every emotion, and forever we will last.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

I had never been so thankful in my whole life...

I had never been so thankful in my whole life...
Being able to share a bond with you had been the greatest gift that was bestowed upon me. Though it was a mistake, it had been the most beautiful mistake that I committed. And if hands of time were to reverse, I would choose to err the same way like I did.

You made me believe I could take on the world.
You made me believe I could be anything I wanted to be.
You made me believe love at first sight exist.
All these, was because of the magic in your eyes.
And the way you looked at me through those eyes.
That electrifying feeling, that made me crave for more.
That craving, that made me forgot everything and willingly tried the Forbidden Fruit. Against everything and everyone. I tasted it.
The eternal price came. For tasting the essence of love I was made to pay the price. Like withdrawal symptoms I felt the pain. It kept coming to me. In the middle of every night.

I was addicted to the forbidden fruit. I was addicted to you. The love was so strong, it gave me the courage to go against everything that was right, just to feel right.
But Fate placed a barrier between you and me.
I want you to know, I had been there for you all along.. Just that you can't see me. And it wasn't appropriate for me to show my care and love for you anymore.

Many times I saw you frown. And the same number of times I wanted to cheer you up. And also the same numbers of times I stopped myself. I don't want to become a spoiler in your perceived happy ending, nor do I want to break the promise I made.
You believe that you loved me more than anyone in the world. Well, the truth is I love you more than anyone do..
I am cursed by LOVE... that's why showing my love is no longer possible.

How can love be forbidden?
How can our love be forbidden?
I know we're not the same. And I know we have many differences. But looking into your eyes, they all just seem to disappear. Looking into your eyes, I see the beautiful person you are. Looking into your eyes, I only see the person I am so dearly in love with. The person I so dearly love.

Not for what you are.
Not for what only the eyes can see.
Nor for what only the lips can say.
But for you,
And all you are.

It's then I wonder,
Why should it matter that we're different?
Why should it matter that we're not the same?
Why?

Why should it, when I know my feelings for you are true?
Why, when all it is I want to do is love you?

How could the happiness and joy you bring me, be anywhere near close of forbidden?
Just because our colors are different? Just because our families expect otherwise? Just because the world tells us we can't?
Why should it even matter if our genders were to be the same?

If only the world could see, the love we share.
If only the world could see, how truly happy we are together.
Maybe then, we wouldn't have to keep it a secret.

Because loving you, is what brings joy to my heart. Loving you, is what makes my world go round. Loving you, is all the reason I need to live.

Why should it be forbidden to love a person? Why should it be forbidden to look past the differences, and love one and another?

Because even the way you smile, leaves my insides fluttering.
And the way you can hold me so tightly, makes me want to stay in your arms an eternity.
The way your lips touch mine, leaves me thinking I'm dreaming.
The way silence never seems to haunt us, only makes me want to gaze into your eyes even longer.
And the way you say those three words so sweetly, makes me want to be yours alone forever.

How can all this be forbidden?
Most of all, why should it be forbidden?

It won't make me stop loving you.
Nor will it make me regret loving you.
Why should it?

I know I can't change the world. Or even the ones close to us.
But nothing they will ever say, or anything they will ever do, will change my love for you.
I can't promise you a forever. But I do promise you my heart.
One that will stay with you, till the day you die.

And with that promise, I know our love can't be forbidden.
How can something so strong,
Ever be?

Monday, August 16, 2010

That’s what makes us women.

I cannot ease your aching heart,
Nor take your pain away,
But let me stay and take your hand
And walk with you today.

I'll listen when you need to talk,
I'll wipe away your tears,
I'll share your worries when they come,
I'll help you face your fears.

I'm here and I will stand by you,
Each hill you have to climb.
So take my hand, let's face the world --
Live one day at a time.

You're not alone, for I'm still here...
I'll go that extra mile,
And when your life is easier,
I'll help you learn to smile!

I wouldn’t hide, I wouldn’t fret, I’d cry, I’d wail, but then again will stand up on my two feet and walk the walk, live the life. That’s what makes us women, women!
I question myself, ‘would I do things differently if I coudl turn back time?’. I'm not so sure … I wonder … seeing myself in the position I am right now, and thinking had I done this, or had I done that differently, would things be different now? the slightest change in my past might have changed this present tremendously. there are things I wish I had done, stuff that I let go that I now think I shouldn’t have, actions that may have made me a better person or helped me land in a better future (present). humming the song in my head… I conclude, everything I did, I did for a reason. everything i let go, i let go for a cause. when i really come to think of it, I dont want to change a thing in the past … I still wonder though how things might have turned out if I changed an action in the past … but the present is wonderful… where I am is gr8, the people I share it with are a blessing … I am happy with all the decisions I made!!!

A Reason, A Season, or A Lifetime?!

What are you?! Are you a Reason a Season or a Lifetime?!
People come into your life for
a Reason
a Season
or a Lifetime.

When you know which one it is,
you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON,
it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.

They have come to assist you through a difficulty,
to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend and they are.

They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then,
without any wrongdoing on your part
or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something
to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met,
our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered
and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON,
because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it, it is real.
But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,
things you must build upon in order
to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson,
love the person
and put what you have learned to use
in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you for being a part of my life,
whether you were a Reason, a Season or a Lifetime.

And I also thank all the people I’ve met in my lifetime who have lent me their ears, allowed me to belong, gave me support in my good and more-ly in my bad times, gave me love and let me love them back. I’m all the better because somewhere, somehow, and someone have given me hope that friendship is not fleeting, integrity is intrusive, and that good intent coupled with works can be a true embodiment of camaraderie for as long as it is deemed necessary to embrace a true friend! And for those that I’ve called a friend at some point in my life, you will always be one … but know that you will not be forgotten. Thank you all for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

A Letter To A Friend

~ A Letter To A Friend ~

~ My heart speaks to you every day, my dear friend.
Each morning I rise to the faces of children
making themselves ready for school, I smile.
~This smile I send to you by way of my heart~

~ I kiss them,
never let them leave without an "I love you"
and wave as they disappear.
I smile......knowing how lucky I am.
~This smile of love I send to you by way of my heart~

~ I heat water to brew my herbs,
and sit outside to hear the morning birds sing.
Sipping my tea, looking out over this wonderous valley,
I feel blessed for the beauty I see.
~This blessing I send to you by way of my heart~

~ When the sun is warm I begin watering the grass my son planted,
and tend the flowers my children helped me create.
I close my eyes, breathing in their scent,
a more powerful healer has yet to be made.
~This fragrance I send to you by way of my heart~

~ And throughout the day,
and hundreds of small tasks and little projects,
I think of you and yours.
I wonder if your day is like mine and how you are handling things.
I am almost sure you look at things as I do,
and even relish the tasks we have at hand.
~These thoughts I send to you by way of my heart~

~ At days end, when I return to my porch,
my tea in hand,
I watch in wonder as the sun sets.
I'm stunned and grateful for the colors I find,
for the peace it brings me.
Knowing that if the next day failed to come,
that I did well today,
that I took the time to see things around me,
knowing that I am loved,
and that my dear ones know that I love them.
~This peace I feel,
I send to you ... my friend,
... by way of my heart~

LOVE REMAINS.

Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance.
When I was a child, I spoke and thought and reasoned as a child. But when I grew up, I put away childish things. Now we see things imperfectly as in a cloudy mirror, but then we will see everything with perfect clarity. All that I know now is partial and incomplete, but then I will know everything completely, just as God now knows me completely.

Three things will last forever—faith, hope, and love—and the greatest of these is love. 1 Corinthians 13.

Love is Patient , Love is Kind , Love is not Selfish , Love is Thoughtful , Love is not Rude , Love is not Irritable , Love believes the Best , Love is not Jealous , Love Makes Good Impressions , Love is Unconditional , Love is Satisfied in God , Love is Faithful , Love Always Protects , Love vs. Lust , Love Forgives , Love is Responsible , Love Encourages , Love Makes Sacrifices , Love's Motivation , Love Brings Unity ,Love Cherishes , Love Lets the Other Win , Love Fights Fair , Love takes Delight , Love is Honorable , Love Intercedes , Love Promotes Intimacy , Love Seeks to Understand , Love is Impossible , Love is Jesus Christ , Love and Marriage , Love meets sexual needs , Love Completes Each Other , Love Celebrates Godliness , Love is Accountable , Love is God's Word , Love agrees in Prayer , Love Fulfills Dreams , Love Endures , Love is a Covenant.

LOVE in a Bottle?

If you could bottle up Love
and sell it by the drop;
It'd be too expensive, probably a crock.
People would spill it and some would abuse;
That precious substance, that love in a tube.

There's be weird commercials, and so many brands;
"Buy love here, it's cheaper than stands."
Everyone would buy, except those who couldn't;
Then there's be those who'd steal it,
and others who wouldn't.

Crime would be rampant and love would be cheap,
It'd lose all it's meaning,
There's be nothing to reap.
But Love comes from within, true Love from above;
From our Heavenly Father,
the one who invented this Love.

You see it's not about having, taking, and such;
or buying and selling, or just for a crutch.
Love's about giving when there's nothing to give;
For then they'll be living, and for something to live.

Life's full of Mystery, Love is one of those;
The other's are many, there's faith and then hope.
But the greatest of these was given to us;
By our very Creator that gave life and trust.

Love was shown one day on a cross;
Held high on a hill battered and mocked.
We abused it then and some still do now;
But He still forgives us, We know not why or how.

"Forgive them Father, they know not what they do."
It's a convicting statement, that burns so true.
Love was so awesome, but we killed Him the same,
Then all of a sudden Love again reigned.

He came once again to give us a chance;
To have this True Love, not just a glance.
He gives and He gives and then gives some more.
Love could never be bought from a store.

So next time you're down and moping about;
You think there's no Love and you're having your doubts.
Remember the time Love was slew on a tree
Then just remember
"He did that for me !!!"

Every now and then it’s nice to have a little reminder of exactly how much love surrounds us in the world. A loving couple, the love between a parent and child, or even the love between a kid and their favorite pet — today we’re showcasing it all in a special photo stream honoring love. So go ahead — give it a look, smile, and then go tell someone that you love them today.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

ON DREAMS OF PERFECT LOVE: True Love Exists!!

ON DREAMS OF PERFECT LOVE: True Love Exists!!

True Love Exists!!

Everyone that I know believes that love is something that everyone should witness and experienced at some point of their life. It is often believed that ‘one will know the meaning of life when he/she seek and understand what true love is’.

Throughout my years of search, I have come across amazing stories about love. I have seen and heard many individuals doing incredible things just for that someone that he or she treasured the most. Many people told me their beliefs and theories on what true love should be, as well as many of those who asked me what I think about love. I often tell people that, Fate is finding that someone whom you treasure. Who you are will determine the treasure is for yourself.

Love appears the moment when two person comes together leaving all odds apart. Through acceptance comes the bonding of this relationship. Having someone who will always be there no matter what you do, someone to go to when no one else will listen. Love is like an eternal flame, Once it is lit, it will continue to burn for all time.

Love. Love is the greatest gift God ever gave man. Love is not wanting to go anywhere without him/her. Love is not caring what other people think about the two of you. Love is when you feel depressed and sickly when you're not with him/her. You feel like your life has no meaning or purpose without him/her. And that if he/she wasn't holding your hand you would float away to heaven from where he/she came. Love is caring for him/her physically and emotionally. It's telling him/her everyday, anytime, anywhere, anyhow, for no reason that you love him/her. Love is telling him/her you want to spend the rest of your life with him/her. That you would do anything and everything for him/her. It's the feeling that you would give up everything just to see his/her smile or look into his/her beautiful eyes or hear his/her soft, soothing voice. The feeling when you just want someone to be with you no matter what position or feeling you may have. You may be exes and no matter what you/they say or do you know you'll end up loving them in the end. When you know that whenever you see them and your stomach fills up with butterflies. When you just think about them and smile immediately appears on your face. When you think about them night and day. When you would do absolutely anything to make them happy and healthy. When you know that there's someone else in their life that makes them happy, and you'd be willing to let them go to be with that someone. You will know when you really love someone When you want him/her to be happy even if his/her happiness means you are not a part of it.

Love is pure happiness. Love is the feeling you get when all you have to do is think of him/her and it brings a smile to your face and a yourning to your heart. Love is not being able to think about nething but him/her. Love is having the sweetest dreams about him/her and waking up with a smile on your face. Love is an overwelming feeling of pure bliss when the 2 of you kiss. Love is wanting to hold him/her in your arms till the end of time. Love is wishing your time with him/her never ends, that your lips would be locked together forever, that he/she'd be in your arms till the end of time, that you could cuddle with him/her for all of eternity. Love is being deeply in love with him/her, knowing your love for him/her and your feelings for him/her will never change/end. Love is the world, the world is love.

The unconditional feeling that you feel for another person. You don't have reasons for loving, you just do. Even if the feeling isn't mutual. The feeling that inspires, that revives, sometimes even hurts. Age, Looks, Social Status, What others think doesn't matter. The sometimes ecstatic, sometimes excruciating blessing from heaven.

Love is Love in its correct sense. The real Love. It cannot be defined, but personified: Love is mutual because it convenes two parts of the same soul; When you truly feel it, you know you had never been bonded so powerfully with anyone before; You worry for your Love over things you would not have otherwise; You give and accept nothing; You rejoice every good thing that happened to him/her so emotionally as if it happened to you; You worry his/her pain as emotionally as if it happened to you; You never envy, you never resent; You submit to him/her more than just your heart; your mind, conscious, which is why you know, if he/she moves away, no one can bring you back that feeling, no one can take that place in your heart, and that you may smile a million times, but never that way...

True love is selfless, it's honest, it's bold. when a couple experience true love one will sacrifice for the others gain. Both of them accept challenges with the knowledge that both will do their best to make it through for each other and for themselves. true love never dies, once it lives it may go dormant, but it never leaves. Your heart has a memory for true love, it simmers in it when it's found. true love doesn't mean you obsess over them, doesn't mean you can't live without them. True love means that the two of you can be on the opposite sides of the world for years and still know that every single day you're thinking about each other, and love each other. true love is being able to sit miles away from each other and still feel all their love as if they had their arms around you. true love is gratitude, true love is gentle, true love survives.



True love cannot be found where it does not exist, nor can it be denied where it does. True love doesn't just fill your heart, it overflows into your whole body and soul. A compatibility without compromise. Where everything - anything is loved, hated in the same manner by both partners. They love each other the same, they need each other, want each other. Physically, mentally, spiritually. It's a relationship with no limits. A relationship that transcends social norms or understanding. One that will outlast time itself. Both people worship each other, almost blasphemously. Religion, Law, Moral Context, Age... nothing matters to True Lovers. Nothing can stop them. The moment of having it, we remember the first taste that sets upon our tongue. We remembered the taste and feeling of the past and live to embrace it’s memories. Even if it really ends one day, we know that we will never forget. The memories of the relationship would put a smile back one day, when we forget about the sadness.

You will know the real meaning of love when you fall in love. And all for love, and nothing for reward.

This is Love, nothing last forever but it existence among people will last a long time. Love is a moment that lasts forever...

A meeting between two beings

who complete one another,

who are made for

each other, borders already,

in my opinion, on a miracle.




How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.

I love thee to the depth and breadth and height

My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight

For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.

I love thee to the level of everyday's

Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.

I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;

I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.

I love thee with the passion put to use

In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.

I love thee with a love I seemed to lose

With my lost saints, -I love thee with the breath,

Smiles, tears, of all my life! - and, if God choose,

I shall but love thee better after death.

Monday, May 10, 2010

TRUE LOVE.

What is love? I can only tell you what the bible says love is. That is God himself, in 1John 4:8,16 it says God is love. It only goes to say that love is the greatest gift that God gives because it is God himself that is given. Love is such a strong word....it has such a tremendous impact on us all. We all ache for it. Love is a living and breathing organism on this fragile Earth of ours......it is the one treasure we value more than fame, fortune, & glory.
Is true love really blind? In a perfect world love should always be blind. You should love someone not for what you can see on the outside, but for how he or she makes you feel on the inside. When you truly, deeply love someone you will be able to see them through faults and all. You should be able to forgive and forget. You will be able to compromise and settle your differences because of the truth that is your love. Love is the reason that people that have differences are able to find each other and live happily ever after. I have found that it is best to reach for a lover that sees you on the inside as well. Looks fade and attitudes shift, but when you truly love someone you will be able to fall again and again blindly and with haste. There are no rules in love. You can love someone at first sight, you can love someone in a month, or maybe you can't fall for a year...but eventually when you fall whatever your time table is it will be the best fall if it is done blindly and with faith. Faith is the cornerstone of any relationship. You have to have faith in yourself, faith in your partner, and faith in LOVE! Blindly loving someone is the only way to truly love someone. It allows for the possibility of a happily ever after!
Love is blind represent the first phase in "the Love process" when people fall in love and they see the one they love like they want to see them. Love is blind is often associated with people who don't deserve your love and can often be compared with love at first sight. The first phase of your love looks wonderful and creates passion, physical attractions but the next phase is critique. You discover "the real person" behind these feeling and can be totally different. It is possible you will find out a totally different person with a behavior which can't be tolerated in a relationship. As long you overlooks this behavior, the statement "love is blind" is true. Once you see the reality if he/she deserves your love; you can speak of true love and in my opinion "true love" is not blind. True love is, in fact, anything but blind. Infatuation may be somewhat in need of an optician, but true love has perfect vision. Infatuation is blind. Attraction can have impaired vision. True love is not blind nor visually impaired. True love can see into the depths of our heart and soul with a clarity and vision beyond compare. Infatuation and attraction deny any imperfections. True love embraces them. Love's keen vision does not miss a detail. Really loving another person entails seeing their flaws and making the decision to love them anyway. A true love is not blind. In fact, it brings us closer to reality. It widens and broaden our mind and helps improve our vision to harmonize ourselves with the realities of the world. The person we love is acceptable to us with all his/her shortcomings, flaws or defects. It does not mean that his/her love darkens our reason and numbs our mind towards our beloved. True love is never conditional. It never chains or shackles our mind and body, rather it liberates the lovers of all chains of compulsion and obligations. Now days, we, due to our immaturity, tend to take every crush as love. Even infatuations are taken or considered as true love. Hardly or little do we realize that a genuine and true love is far greater than the things they are proud of.
True love takes time, nurturing, and commitment to grow. It is your heart's home and the place where your soul feels safe. Through heritage, true intimacy, and friendship it blooms in our lives to form a haven. True love will withstand the broken promise. We forgive the fault or weakness that leads our partner off the path we are trying to pave together. This is the big difference: true love forgives it does not excuse. Infatuation makes excuses. It blames someone or something other than our partner for his or her acts. Jealousy is insecurity projected onto our partner, a poison that forces our partner to exceed a standard of behavior we cannot meet. When we truly love another, we acknowledge our insecurities and accept that no one is perfect. We can allow our partner to grow without fear of them growing away from us. As adults, when we experience true love, we build a home. Not a building of stone or wood, or even a tent pitched on the roadside but an emotional refuge. We do not seek to bar the door against our partner's leaving. Rather, we assure our partner that when they must go away for a time it will always be safe to return. Our refuge requires friendship to take root. We do not expect more of our friends than we are willing to give. We do not require perfect agreement. We encourage debate and foster growth while encouraging their faith in their abilities. We help them expand their horizons. True love does all that and takes the extra step. It nurtures our growth so we can blossom. Conflict becomes a stepping-stone in our path to expand our horizons and true love cheers us along. If time or circumstance should take our love away, we are able to cherish the time we had rather than mourn the time we lost.
It's time we realize that old proverbs may not always be true, given the world of difference between past and present. In this materialistic age, many concepts have been altogether changed and being replaced by new ones. No one can deny the great significance of love, for it is our inherent feels and noble quality every one loves to possess. What we need is to understand love and get inspiration from it to make our life successfull.

Do Soulmates Exist?? - YES THEY DO! by *Labbonno ANGEL OF LOVE


My belief in Soul mates exist differs from the beliefs of a lot of people I know, in that my belief is not based merely upon the possibility of lovers being soul mates,
but that there are others in your life that are also your soul mates... a spouse, lover, significant other, boyfriend/girlfriend ...all of these people are commonly referred
to by people as being their soul mate. It makes it easy to explain why you chose to get involved in an all-encompassing relationship with one another, and even in the unhealthiest
of romantic relationships, the term has been used, usually to explain the reasons why a person stays when they are being abused in some way. But what about those people that you
consider in your inner circle? Those who are so close to you it seems the two of you are two halves of the same person? I have a close friend to whom I have so much in common with, I have gone through so much with, that we know we are soul mates, and my love also believe that the way we connect we should consider ourselves each others soul mates. because to be separated from him, would be emotionally devastating to me.
By my own personal definition, a soul mate is someone outside your immediate family, who is joined to you by fate, meant to be a part of your life, to whom you feel an honest kinship
and whom you share multiple facets of your life with. To know your soul mate is there holding you up, standing at your back and watching over you protectively can make you feel high
and bullet proof. Not everyone you meet or that is a special person to you is a soul mate, obviously. There is a pull that happens between two people when they are soul mates. It
is an immediate response to seeing them, hearing them, communicating with them. You know it when you feel it. That intangible feeling of being drawn to someone else. That is the
feeling. You don't necessarily hear the orchestra playing or see angels singing the praises of the other person, because life is not a movie. But you do know the feeling, and I
would be willing to bet that even those that claim that they don't believe in soul mates have felt that at one time or another in their lives about someone else. It doesn't even
matter if you feel the pull and then it diminishes later on, and you break up with the person or if the two of you go your separate ways out of the friendship. You and your soul mates
can and sometimes do pass in and out of each other's lives, at times temporarily, at others , for good. But they have changed you by being a part of your life, just as you have
changed them. You have enriched one another, learned and taught one another, lived and laughed and loved together, and because of that, they have touched your soul, and that is
what makes them your soul mate.
Soulmate is not just a romantic notion of mine, that everyone has a "soul mate" or someone that they can link with on every level. It is based on logic, emotion and practical
experience. It is logical to assume that there is someone, somewhere, with whom you fundamentally agree with on all of the main issues in life. We all pass through life forming
opinions and plans based on our emotions, feelings, experiences and requirements. On the basis that millions of people, just in our own country for a start, live their lives
against fundamentally the same background, then there are only a finite number of decisions, plans and opinions that can be formed. Therefore, it MUST be the case that there is
someone that agrees with you on these matters. A soul mate is, of course, much more than someone who you agree with on many matters. It is someone who you connect with on a
subconscious level, too. This connection, though, is based on the fact that you are both heading the same way in life, and that you both want to get there in the same way. A
soul mate is your best friend, your confidante, the person with whom you are relaxed enough to be yourself around and with whom you can express yourself freely, emotionally and
physically. All of this happens naturally and the emotion when you realize it is huge. This promotion from a great partner to realizing you are soul mates is all about communication.
Whilst it may be obvious that you agree on many, many points and have developed a "connection", it is the points on which you don't agree exactly that make the difference.
Communicating about these matters, and realizing that the differences don't matter at all, is one of the final signs that you have found your soul mate. You have found links at all
sorts of levels and nothing seems to affect your relationship and feelings for each other. An unspeakable connection, the intertwining of the body and the mind, weaving love, lust,
trust and most of all respect is what mating the souls to become one is all about.
Soul mates do exist. It is an unexplainable bond, more that just finishing each others sentences, but a sincere connection to another human being. The relationship with your
soul mate is free from jealousy, anger and frustration because when you communicate it's only the two of you in the room always! It's that feeling that makes everything else
seem insignificant. A soul mate is more than an idea, but an institution that still exists as long as we believe that there is someone for everyone. It exists because
"Opposites attract" and "great minds think alike" so while we soul search within, we yearn for that other person we can connect with. A soul mate is someone you won't have to
look for. Not to say that they will fall into your lap either. Being open to finding the right person for you is based on your attitude.It's not that fairy tale, but it takes time
and patience to really let someone in to your life and they should welcome you as well. All the wrongs of the past make you appreciate the present, and the future. With that said, we
should not taint our future love life with relationships gone wrong. Not to say that you and your soul mate will have a worry free, but that special bond always brings you back to what
is true. Your feelings never lie. If your mind and your heart are saying the same thing, then your soul speaks the divine truth. Let your emotions run free to welcome your mate into
your soul, but it has to feel right. I think a sign of true bonding is when you feel as though you have known each other for ever, the love you have for each other is unquestioning
and unconditional, and you both realize that without the words having to be spoken.
Finding your soul mate can take a while, but the basic paths that we are all on make it logical to assume that your soul mate is out there somewhere, but the key issue is not to set
your expectations that blindly or, mainly, be that "black and white". Easy communication and understanding on all issues is the key to forming this bond, but it is important to realize
to realize that you are deeply, deeply linked. It's a happy way to be!

“A soul mate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we’re pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we’re safe in our own paradise. Our soul mate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. Our soul mate is the one who makes life come to life."

Monday, March 8, 2010

LOVE, IT'S LOVE by *Labbonno

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LOVE, IT'S LOVE by *Labbonno
Love, It's Love, Oh Love, True Love, Precious Love!
This emotion was sent from God above.
Love is a mystery, Love is magic, Love is miracle,
Love is not complex, Love explain the unexplainable;
Love is what you feel inside your heart,
The desire that longing without name, that terror in heart;
Love persists in the minds and conquer your hearts;
Love will never drift you apart;
Love is patient, love is kind,
Love heals all, Love is blind;
Love is pure, Love is marvelous,
Love is sweet, Love is glorious;
Love is a mental peace to share,
Love is the fulfillment of desires;
Love is eternal, Love knows no bounds,
Love always protects, always trusts,
Love always hopes, always perseveres.
Love keeps no record of wrongs,
Love rejoices with the truth, Love never fails.
Love is something you cannot hide,
It comes from a place deep down inside;
Love does the strangest things to your mind and soul,
You do not choose, who it is to be, your heart seal your destiny;
Love brings hope and joy, Love brightens your day,
Love washes all the sadness inside you away;
Love makes you warm inside on the coldest of nights;
Love is the pain of letting go without a fight or a thought.
Love comes and goes but who feels it's loss,
Love is about being there and fulfill all the promises;
Love makes life so mystical, Love is arts, it's a passion,
The feeling which is worth more complain then the struggle of loss to explain;
Love is the golden key, Love is making friends,
Love is for eternity, Love never ends;
Love is something that all crave,
Love is when you try to act brave;
Love is when he brings you a rose,
Love is watching him propose;
Love is the most amazing feeling,
Love is when you look down at him kneeling;
Love is when he tells you what's true,
Love is when he says "I love you".
Love is putting on that perfect glass shoe,
Love is saying "I do".
Love is when you share what you have with your lover,
Love never dies, Love never say's "It's over" ;
Love is something stronger than ever,
Love is something that lasts forever.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

tremendous lessons


i will tell you that there have been no failures in my life.i dont want to sound like metaphysical queen, but there have been no failures.there have been some tremendous lessons. life is for once so love it & live it.& let other live. one of the greatest joys in life is to be in search of one thing and discover another.

A True Valuable Lesson by *Labbonno

Do you remember how it was when we first started out
So much alike, that we shared every single thought;
When I was alone in the darkness and falling apart
You were there to showed me the way to your heart.
When we were together, your heart all mine, I felt so alive
And now you are already gone, I don't even know if I can survive;
I think of you in silence, I often speak your name
Now all Ihave is memories and your picture in a frame;
Tear drops slowly down the chicks, I felt like no one could understand
Once you wipe them away, and you were there to take my hand;
Remember when you used to call me every night
To tell me goodnight and to see if I was alright,
I never wanted to cause you any pain, but things change you moved away
You promised we will never apart, I thought you were here to always stay;
As my heart sore, I admit my mistakes, but can you admit yours
I have paid for what I have done, as you have paid for yours?
To me, there's no hope and no hand to hold on and no one to care
Why is it like this? why we can't even talk? though my love for you is still there!
You said that we should go our separate ways
And I would say " what about all those things you told me everyday!?"
You laugh and say " I got to go", you ignored me and walked away
But I will always remember the lessons you gave me that day . . . . .
I know you have moved on, cause we haven't talk or see each other in a while
But I won't let you see me cry I will just put on a fake smile . . . . .
And even though it's hard and I may struggle through it all
You see me struggle . . . . . you will never see me fall;
When everything was a game and it seems like nobody loves or cares
Now times have changed and I understand nothing is fair,
So I began to realize, as the memories flow and what healing means
It mean's not to forget, but let the past flow of all the sadness
To take the strengths and apply them to life is a true valuable lesson!
Now I have learnt this fight, I have so much to prove to you, so far to go
I will end this, with the hardest thing I will ever do, to set you free and let you go,
I close my eyes and smile, I didn't think I would go this far, it's a big mistake
I can't stop wondering on how I should let you go, I never thought your love was fake;
So, goodbye . . . . . and the unspoken truth about how I feel about you
Deep in me I love you but hate you and can't say which one is really true!

Thursday, March 4, 2010

KEEP DREAMING AND MAKE REALITY


Dreams are sequence of sensations,images, thoughts, etc. Dreams are just a normal part of human existence.Our dreams are a doorway to our inner selves. They relate to our inner most thoughts and feelings.Dreams have long proven themselves to be store houses of creativity and may in fact be the well from which imagination springs. Visions and ideas can come from dreams. Visions will become clearer when you look into your heart. Dreams are illustrations. In dreams, the world avails itself to the desires of the dreamer. Adventure and intrigue are almost guaranteed because the usual laws of physics and of society no longer apply, and many of the apparent blocks set by age,sex,race,or religion simply fall away. In dreams we can be the hero of our own world. The boundaries of imagination are the only limits. Without imagination we lose the excitement of possibilities. When you find a dream inside your heart don't let it go, for dreams are the tiny seeds from which beautiful tomorrow grows. Dreams are endless. Life ends when you stop dreaming; hope ends when you stop believing in your dream.Dreams do come true if you keep believing in yourself. Anything is possible. To accomplish great things we must not only act accordingly, but also dream. Everything on earth are a result of dreams. To make our dreams come true, the first thing we have to do is wake up and work hard at it. So, lets all dream to make the world a better place. Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you - the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars, to change the world. The world needs dreamers and doers, but above all the world needs dreamers who do. When we are dream alone it only remains a dream at times, but when we dream with others, it becomes the beginning of reality.The work goes on, the cause endures, the hope still lives and the dream shall never die. Go confidently in the direction of your dreams! Live the life you've always imagined. According to the Sanskrit proverb, "Look to this day… In it lies all the realities and verities of existence, the bliss of growth, the splendor of action, the glory of power. For yesterday is but a dream and tomorrow is only a vision. But today, well-lived, makes every yesterday a dream of happiness and every tomorrow a vision of hope."

I love to dream, and i believe in dreams. It withdraws my emotion and makes me smile;
Everything it surrounds, appear beautiful; it promises the world is mine,
And as I think of you and me, together...it make my dreaming worth while!